i am still not a very happy camper, but Leesha mentioned me in the vlog! I sent her a baby card and a letter, and I forgot I did, but she said it so cutely and omg aw I’m so excited that she thanked me in the vlog
I was raised to see the best in people. I was raised to know that everyone deserves a second chance, or a third or a fourth. I was raised to be kind and befriend people.
I was raised to have faith in people and think highly of them, and because of that I have been walked on, screwed over, and stabbed in the back, multiple times, sometimes more than once by the same person.
People need to come with warning labels, so that I can choose who to associate with before they can hurt me.
All the good days end with learning your friend has breast cancer, grandma is given 3 to 5 months to live, you get told that nobody wants you in your town anymore, and you cry in the bathroom at work your entire lunch break…
There’s nights that I go on with what little life I have as if Luke was never a part of it. Then suddenly, I remember the only reason I have skype. I remember singing Disney songs at 3 am as loudly as the time would permit. I remember how nothing could happen in my day that I didn’t want to tell him about. I remember crying the night he got kicked out, and rejoicing when his sister took him in. I remember the anon hate he received, and the degree of sass and class to which he responded to it. I also remember how it actually made him feel, but was too afraid to admit.
There are nights, where I remember every aspect of our friendship as if it was still happening, but at the same time I am constantly crushed because I will never again speak to my best friend, and there is a gargantuan probability that I will never again have a friend as close as he was.
There are nights, like tonight, where everything is fine. And suddenly, my brain reminds me of the 11 pm call from his sister. “He was gone when I found him. The police wouldn’t let me hold him.” And I am gone emotionally for hours or sometimes days.
I truly hope this ache in my heart will temporarily go away after I sleep. But when I am able to replay that entire phone call in my head, odds are that I’m out of it for a few days. There are also a lot of things actually going on in my life right now. So I severely apologize if I’m not on a lot the next few days, or if its mostly my dumb text posts about my life. But for right now, I can assure you that I’m probably not okay, but that’s okay because I’ve been dealing with this for 2 and a half years.
So a thing happened in the dish sink at work and I didn’t stop thinking of Ahh! Real Monsters!
This is a good reason to always carry sidewalk chalk in the car.
Harry Potter AU instead of sorting hat, McGonnagal plays Lady Marmalade and see if the kid is lipsynching to Christina, Mya, Pink or Lil Kim
Let’s play a game.
Type the following words into your tags box, then post the first automatic tag that comes up.
you, also, what, when, why, how, look, because, never
Disneyworld needs to make a rollercoaster based off of the ride Yzma and Kronk take to the lair. When the ride starts, Yzma’s voice yells “pull the lever, Kronk!” and the ride starts to move backwards so she yells “wrong lever!” and it shoots you forward.
WHY IS THIS NOT HAPPENING?!
A feminist just changed your crappy joke into a much better one.